Selama cinta

Selama waktu masih bergulir
selama bumi masih berputar
aku akan selalu mengenang
indahnya kenangan bersamamu

* selama cinta masih di hati
selama itu pun aku akan selalu
mengharap kau kan kembali
kembali ke dalam pelukanku

Ch.:
sedihnya aku, melihat kepergianmu
karena ku tak bisa melihatmu lagi
sakitnya aku, kau telah tinggalkanku
karena tiada lagi belahan hatiku. . .


Andai kan waktu bisa kembali
ku kan perbaiki semua kesalahanku
tak mungkin ku relakan kau jauh. . .kau jauh. .

Sesalku

Karena marah
aku jadi sedih
karena marah
aku jadi terluka
karena marah
aku jadi kehilangan
sungguh, rasa ini
membuatku jadi merasa tak berguna
sungguh, rasa ini
membuatku jadi merasa sangat menyesal
sesalku,
mengapa aku marah?
aku yang telah membuat diriku marah
mengapa aku harus menyalahkan rasa marah?
ya, aku sering menyalahkan orang lain
aku pun menyalahkan dia
maafkan aku, cinta
karena marahku
kau jadi kecewa
mungkin sedih juga melanda hatimu?
maafkan aku, cinta
karena marahku
aku memutuskanmu
mungkinkah kau merasa sakit?
begitu juga aku
dan membuatmu kini telah pergi. . .
karena rasa ini, membuatku buta segalanya
tak ku pikirkan apa yang terjadi kemudian
kini hanyalah kesepian yang ada
hanyalah kehampaan yang tersisa
masih mungkinkah ada harapan kau kan kembali?
Hanya Tuhan yang bisa menjawabnya
dengan keajaiban tahtanya
dan aku percayakan sepenuhnya
Janganlah pernah lagi, aku marah
pendamlah rasa itu jauh di dalam
pikirkanlah apa yang akan terjadi di kemudian hari
sungguh, tidak ada kedamaian jiwa. . .

You belong to my life

Regretfull

One day, i close my eyes and wish
to see those beautiful world
and you are lay next to me. .
And we were a couple like in the disney
and show the roses in your hide hand. .

But i open my eyes
all are imagines and just a dreams. .
Cause i know you hate me since i were changed and i didnt do as before to you
cause i realize you left me you go away forever
i am so sad, i cry and i regretfull about what i have done
cause I bet i was so much loving you

look in the sky
there's nothing appear
i know all hate me
because i am stupid, i am fool, because i let you go. . .

Its 11pm, seems i just lost something
i dunt kn0w what is that
cause my tears falling, cause i feel weak, cause of you. . .






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Lastnight was a nightmare

This night i can't sleep tight
cause i think of you
we were talking about serious case
but i don't take it hard
you were asking about my mind
but i was lie to myself, that i didn't want you anymore. .

Ch. I do a big mistakes
i don't know why i let you go
that make me feel bad
i can't tell that i still need you and i still love you
that all i just show my tears falling
Even I can't begging you to stay
i guess i will lost you forever, oh baby. . .
you said you will go away, that's a tragedy that bring me down
Last night was a nightmare. . .

Now, i don't know what to do
without you in my side
there is no chance to see you again
even sunrise appear in the morning, my day will always dark
without you, oh baby. .




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you belong to my life

Episode 4. . .

Setelah lahirnya alvaro stanley(alvey), menambah kesibukan filza dan juan karena seringkali mereka harus bangun malam ketika alvey menangis, bahkan terkadang filza tidak tidur karena harus mengganti popok dan menyusuinya. Padahal ia juga harus bekerja pada pagi harinya, hingga wajahnya kelihatan pucat dan lelah. Mama begitu mengerti keadaan mereka, ia tidak menyuruh filza untuk membantunya di dapur. Sering juga beliau membantu mengasuh Alvey bila baby sitter sedang pulang ataupun mengerjakan hal yang lain.

Siang ini, mama berniat membawa Alvey jalan-jalan ke taman yang tak jauh dari rumah mereka, disana ia bertemu dengan tetangganya.
"hello baby, how are you little angel?" sapa Mrs. Carlotta sambil mencium pipi Alvey
"he is fine." jawab Mrs. Ernelist
"Mrs. Ernelist, you're so lucky! Look at his face so inocent ohh he also has beautiful blue-green eyes as forest darklight red hair. Very cute baby, you look like your daddy when was child."
"yea, i'm very glad to have my first grandson. He will be juan's junior." kata Mrs. Ernelist sambil tersenyum

Brahms Lullaby

Lullaby, and good night, in the skies stars are bright

May the moon, silvery beams, bring you with dreams
Close you eyes, now and rest, may these hours be blessed
Till the sky's bright with dawn, when you wake with a yawn

Lullaby, and good night, you are mother's delight
I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my arms

Sleepyhead, close your eyes, for I'm right beside you
Guardian angels are near, so sleep without fear
Lullaby, and good night, with roses bedight
Lilies o'er head, lay thee down in thy bed

Lullaby, and good night, you are mother's delight
I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my arms

Lullaby, and sleep tight, my darling sleeping
On sheets white as cream, with the head full of dreams
Sleepyhead, close your eyes, I'm right beside you
Lay thee down now and rest, may you slumber the best

Go to sleep, little one, think of puppies and kittens.
Go to sleep, little one, think of butterflies in spring.
Go to sleep, little one, think of sunny bright mornings.
Hush, darling one, sleep through the night
Sleep through the night
Sleep through the night



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