Regretfull

One day, i close my eyes and wish
to see those beautiful world
and you are lay next to me. .
And we were a couple like in the disney
and show the roses in your hide hand. .

But i open my eyes
all are imagines and just a dreams. .
Cause i know you hate me since i were changed and i didnt do as before to you
cause i realize you left me you go away forever
i am so sad, i cry and i regretfull about what i have done
cause I bet i was so much loving you

look in the sky
there's nothing appear
i know all hate me
because i am stupid, i am fool, because i let you go. . .

Its 11pm, seems i just lost something
i dunt kn0w what is that
cause my tears falling, cause i feel weak, cause of you. . .






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Lastnight was a nightmare

This night i can't sleep tight
cause i think of you
we were talking about serious case
but i don't take it hard
you were asking about my mind
but i was lie to myself, that i didn't want you anymore. .

Ch. I do a big mistakes
i don't know why i let you go
that make me feel bad
i can't tell that i still need you and i still love you
that all i just show my tears falling
Even I can't begging you to stay
i guess i will lost you forever, oh baby. . .
you said you will go away, that's a tragedy that bring me down
Last night was a nightmare. . .

Now, i don't know what to do
without you in my side
there is no chance to see you again
even sunrise appear in the morning, my day will always dark
without you, oh baby. .




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you belong to my life

Episode 4. . .

Setelah lahirnya alvaro stanley(alvey), menambah kesibukan filza dan juan karena seringkali mereka harus bangun malam ketika alvey menangis, bahkan terkadang filza tidak tidur karena harus mengganti popok dan menyusuinya. Padahal ia juga harus bekerja pada pagi harinya, hingga wajahnya kelihatan pucat dan lelah. Mama begitu mengerti keadaan mereka, ia tidak menyuruh filza untuk membantunya di dapur. Sering juga beliau membantu mengasuh Alvey bila baby sitter sedang pulang ataupun mengerjakan hal yang lain.

Siang ini, mama berniat membawa Alvey jalan-jalan ke taman yang tak jauh dari rumah mereka, disana ia bertemu dengan tetangganya.
"hello baby, how are you little angel?" sapa Mrs. Carlotta sambil mencium pipi Alvey
"he is fine." jawab Mrs. Ernelist
"Mrs. Ernelist, you're so lucky! Look at his face so inocent ohh he also has beautiful blue-green eyes as forest darklight red hair. Very cute baby, you look like your daddy when was child."
"yea, i'm very glad to have my first grandson. He will be juan's junior." kata Mrs. Ernelist sambil tersenyum

Brahms Lullaby

Lullaby, and good night, in the skies stars are bright

May the moon, silvery beams, bring you with dreams
Close you eyes, now and rest, may these hours be blessed
Till the sky's bright with dawn, when you wake with a yawn

Lullaby, and good night, you are mother's delight
I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my arms

Sleepyhead, close your eyes, for I'm right beside you
Guardian angels are near, so sleep without fear
Lullaby, and good night, with roses bedight
Lilies o'er head, lay thee down in thy bed

Lullaby, and good night, you are mother's delight
I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my arms

Lullaby, and sleep tight, my darling sleeping
On sheets white as cream, with the head full of dreams
Sleepyhead, close your eyes, I'm right beside you
Lay thee down now and rest, may you slumber the best

Go to sleep, little one, think of puppies and kittens.
Go to sleep, little one, think of butterflies in spring.
Go to sleep, little one, think of sunny bright mornings.
Hush, darling one, sleep through the night
Sleep through the night
Sleep through the night



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don't hold me anymore

It was early thursday
it's one a.m. You cry on my shoulders
i don't know why you act a child now
after you hurt me and ignore me like you're better than everybody
do you think i will always stay to keep patience?
while you don't look at me
you just think about you

fine, baby i just wanna see u be yourself
i know i was forced you to be what i want because you also do that to me
so, you will never change so do i
it's okay i realize we're in different ways

chorrus.
Bye, bye, forever
i Will go away
there is enough for me to be your barbie doll
its so easy you play with my heart
and just throw when i was break
ohoo. . .
Ok, you said i never understand what you feel
don't you remember
i always be in
when you call me. . .
Ok, you said i never care about what you do
don't you remember
i was promise
i'll support u, i won't leave u till you reach your dream
even i would got sick of what you do
but, what, you never realize you never know
that i was behind you. . .

so you say you are sorry
and promise that will changed your mind
hold my hand and hug me tight
you think that i still missing
but, you're wrong

i don't trust you anymore
so please, let me go don't hold my hand anymore
don't be sad and don't cry again
i believe that you don't need me
after all you have done to me
you blame me everything i do just wrong
and everything you say is right
you don't have heart
you take me as an image which always silent when you insult me

back. Chorrus

Get away, get away,
please baby, let me go
don't hold me anymore
don't show your sad face
it won't make me back
to you

see you. . Uw. .ow
bye. .bye forever
bye. .bye. .
Forever oh forever. .
I don't mean to hurt you. . .
we will meet on your marriage party someday
it will be very, very, very happy for you. .

and its aint with me. .





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Maha Luar Biasa

ketika aku bersedih
ketika aku tertawa
ketika aku merintih
dan ketika aku bahagia
Kau yang Maha Mulia
Maha Penguasa alam semesta
memberiku ketenangan dalam setiap hembus nafasku
tak mungkin akan kutinggalkan Engkau
hidupku hampa tanpa-Mu
Kau beri segala kenikmatan
ku bersyukur aku ada dalam bimbingan-Mu
dalam kepekaan dunia yang penuh warna gelap dan terang
Kau sentuh aku dalam damainya kalbu
ku bersyukur ku berada dalam bimbingan-Mu
Allah Maha Pengasih Maha Penyayang
tiada satupun yang tak bermakna dari semua ciptaan-Mu
Allah Maha Pemberi Maha Pengabul doa
tiada satupun yang salah dari semua peristiwa yang terjadi di Dunia
ku bersujud kepada-Mu
memohon ampun atas segala dosa
hanyalah satu engkau ya Allah
yang Maha luar biasa di dunia
Kemarin, sekarang, esok, dan lusa
semua adalah milik-Mu
ku serahkan segala hidupku
hanya pada-Mu ya Rabbi
tak akan pernah aku berpaling
bahagiaku hanya berada dalam lindungan-Mu
tiada yang lebih besar selain Allah yang Maha luar biasa di dunia

tak mungkin ku ragukan lagi
atas segala keajaiban yang Engkau beri
Ya Allah yang Maha Kuasa
tiada yang bisa menggantikanMu
karena Engkau ya Allah Maha luar biasa di dunia



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just a dream

I wish i live surround with happy
i wish i live surround with peace
no more tears no more sad
but i realize it's just some bigger dream of mine
ev'ryday i'm agazing under the moonlight
imagining there is someone smilling to me
i listen to the melancholy song
cause it the only way to show the story of my life. .

And again
you hurt me
you cheate me
you lie to me
and again
you leave me
you break my heart
you throw me away. .
I don't know why
you doing like that
you never care about me
may be i am just waste to you. .
Its Just a dream life peacefully side of you
you never want to see i am happy

Once time you come to me
you begging for forgiveness
i see your face so pitty
and you really know that i still love you
that why i want you back. .

And again
you hurt me
you cheate me
you lie to me
and again
you leave me
you break my heart
you throw me away. .
I don't know why
you doing like that
you never care about me
may be i am just waste to you. .
Its Just a dream life peacefully side of you
you never want to see i am happy

Its difficult to admit the truth
that you aint the one for me
its never simple never easy
to find someone else cause you already filling all my heart

i wish i live surround
with happy. .



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